Hunger

So lately, I'm just not hungry. I don't know if something is wrong with me or what. I was lying in bed and then my stomach started gurgling and I had to get out of bed and eat something. So I made myself some rice, and now I'm here, barely have eaten any rice because I can't eat it. I'm not hungry. So I'm deciding to blog in here. Maybe I'll be hungry in the morning. I surely hope so... otherwise, I'll have to forcefeed myself.

On another hand, life itself is heading in a different direction. In my psychology class today, we were talking about anxiety disorders. Now I panic alot. I just never thought that it could be a disorder. Eli has been saying that I have anxiety problems for a long time... I just kind of... didn't listen to him. Now I'm panicking even more. There is no way that this can be good. Not to mention that I am by myself every morning. I hate being alone. Loneliness is one thing that can lead to a slow and painful death. Just the thought of being alone scares me.

I started carving my pumpkin today. I'm carving the Joker from 'The Dark Knight'. It's going to be great! It already looks great too!

KNZ