Proposal in my Dreams

Last night I was having some weird dreams.
It started that my Gamma was still alive. I was at her house and I was in the nightgown that she let me have when I was living there last. I was helping her around the house and all. I don't remember what we said, but I wish that I could.
Then I was at the Expo Center in a money raising competition before my prom.
Then, I was at home on the deck with Standish, Cassidy, and my Dad were out there. I was walking around and there was Clay Aiken playing and I saw Eli. Then we were talking about something and then he got on a knee and said, "How about this for a proposal?". I could hear my sisters screaming in the background. I started to laugh and I said, "Yes" and put the ring on. Then I was waltzing around the deck. Then the ring turned into one of those cheap rings from a quarter machine. I went over to Eli, who was sitting on a stairstep and asked him, "That wasn't a real proposal was it?" and he said, "No". I was, of course devastated.
Then, I was in a parking lot in a beautiful peach coloured dress. I was just standing there under a streetlight beside a dark blue car. Then someone appeared and said that there was a huge black spot on the back on my dress. I ripped off the dress and looked and there it was, a huge black spot on the back of my dress but it was in the shape of a child's face. When I looked around, the person wasn't there anymore and I was standing there bearing everything. Then the view went to a third person kind of view. I could see myself there with my make-up running down my face and I fell to the ground just so sad and disappointed.
I'm not sure what all of this means. I woke up and was fine. Usually after a dream like that, I would feel kind of depressed. I wasn't at all though. I'll tell you what though, I'm hungry.


Today my family and Eli are going to North Carolina for the weekend. I'm really excited because today is the day that Eli and I have been together for 2 and a half years. I have enjoyed being with Eli for such a long time and I hope that it lasts for an even longer time after this day. No matter how many fights we may get in, we always pull through and that makes me believe in us even more. I love him with all of my heart and soul and plan for it to stay like that for the rest of my life.